NEST LOG: MAY 15 2016
It has been roughly two and a half days since I spent any significant time out of the nest. Each venture into the world feels less like I fit in there, and more like I should remain in my safe warm nest until time ends.
The nest has upgraded through the weekend, to include sustenance, beverages, and more pillows.
However each time I need to venture from the nest to obtain more supplies, I feel as though the world around me has shifted. It has become less welcoming, less inviting, and most importantly, less cozy.
My nest is the most safe space I have ever built. I have been surrounded by pillows, blankets and one scented candle that has been burning through the last two and a half days, creating an inviting scent that can be described as comfort.
I know the time nears that I must dissolve my nest and return to the real world, however I am not sure if I will be able to do it. It has been too long since I have seen another, too long since I have stepped outside, too long since I put on a bra.
Should I not return, know that the world is not safe. The world outside of the nest is not worth it, and I am only going back out there in hopes of finding a permanent nesting solution.
I wish you fellow nesters well,
Good luck in your journey.