Tomorrow I am taking my very first writing class.
By class, I mean it is a short Webinar that I don't even have to wear a bra for I think because I just get to stay home and as far as I know they cannot see me.
This is very exciting for me because it feels kind of proactive and also kind of scary. Mostly because it will be the first interaction with writers and agents.
Here is what is going through my mind right now:
Nerves: Hey so, but what if, umm, so what if they don't like you?
Determination: What if who doesn't like you literally no one will see you?
Nerves: Well, they might not appreciate the fact that you are a fraud.
Hope: But what if you do talk to them and it goes well? That is a nice opportunity.
Negativity: That won't happen, don't be dumb.
Hunger: Is it time for a snack yet?
Determination: You can snack when you go to the gym regularly.
Hunger: THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!
Hope: That isn't true, you can do it!
Hunger: I AM WASTING AWAY!
Nerves: What if I faint during the course because of starvation?
Determination: You are not starving, you literally just ate like an hour ago, you are more than fine.
Hunger: But what about the ice cream!? Where are the fudgecicles!
Determination: When you learn to eat fudgecicles like a normal human and not like a gross chocolate vacuum you can have one.
Everyone: WHAT DO YOU WANT
Creativity: Can you all keep it down? I am trying to do a thing over here and your yelling about snacks and doubts are really putting a damper on my fun.
Determination: I will keep them in line *cracks knuckles*
Nerves: *swallows audibly*
Hunger: I want a fudgecicle still.
Determination: *punches hunger* Carry on Creativity, you can do this probably.
Creativity: Thanks I think?