Last night I went to M&M Meat shops and bought one of those evil fudge cake things with roughly 5 billion calories in it. As of 8:26pm today there are only three pieces left. I have eaten nothing but cake today. It isn't even that their isn't any other food in the house. I just didn't eat anything other than cake for any reason other then I am an idiot.
I have been trying to lose weight and go to the gym more but instead, I have been eating cake and fudgecicles like a damn fiend. I know that in the summer I have to go to Dave's brother's wedding. I will likely need to wear a dress and there will be pictures taken of me. This is my NIGHTMARE. I hate dresses and I hate pictures taken of me. I hate the way I look in general let alone in pictures. Pictures are an evil way to showcase how ugly I tend to look in all clothes.
So, I am not fully sure why I am still eating all this cake when I want to be thinner. Makes no sense. Literally none. I really SHOULD have spent today at the gym or making meal plans and exercise schedules. Instead I spent the day catching up on television shows from the last few months that I have been too busy watching FRIENDS on Netflix. New Girl - Check, Glee - Check, Mindy Project - Check. Exercise plan - NOPE.
Still overweight and still lazy as hell. I should be more ashamed of my cake eating but instead I just want to eat the rest of that damn cake. Fucking delicious cake.